[Kexing's walls crumble and he holds onto Zishu firmly, though still cautious with his strength. Without his A-Xu, this... This would be so much worse!]
I won't forget. [He states stubbornly.] I will never forget.
[ His heart aches and he cradles his soulmate close, holding tighter than Kexing. He knows his precious love still fears hurting him because of his own stupidity and despair. ]
My Lao Wen is too strong and stubborn to forget what's important. He is very good to keep beside me until I remember.
[He laughs against Zishu's shoulder, the sound akin to a dry sob. How can Zishu not know...? Kexing gathers himself enough to pull back, his arms still around his A-Xu, his face tear-stained.]
I did forget you... So that's why I have to make the most of our time.
Marry me, A-Xu. In this world. We can do it anywhere.
[ His heart breaks for his poor sweet love and he kisses the side of Kexing's head. Then kisses those tear-streaked cheeks as he leans comfortably in those strong arms. Refusing to let too much space be placed between them. ]
Aren't we already making the most of our time?
[ Then - oh! His heart flutters before a slow, delighted smile spreads across his lips. ]
[He doesn't want space between them, but at the same time, he wants to see his A-Xu's perfect eyes. He wants to see his lips and how said features curve gently when his A-Xu is pleased!
At least he hopes he will be pleased?]
No, I've... I wanted to give you some time to...get to know me again. But we've -
It's like we were never apart.
[Their love makes crossing any divide not only possible, but likely.]
You can wear any color you like - besides white - and I will marry you! Do you mean it?
[A loving smile spreads across his face and he brushes careful fingers over Zishu's cheek.]
It shouldn't be any other way. I want to be with you in life and in death.
[No matter what faces one, two will handle it. The kiss sends his worries and fears flying off to another planet! Kexing returns the pressure with a deep groan, hugging Zishu to him.]
I'm so happy with you, A-Xu. That's partly why being here and being separated from you twice makes me crazy.
[Maybe he doesn't need the wine. A-Xu is intoxicating enough! And the knot in his chest has loosened, freeing him to breathe deeply.
Zishu is right.]
Do you think I'm silly?
[He doesn't much care while they kiss, though. His A-Xu is hot and soft against his lips and tongue. Blinking slowly, he turns them and presses his soulmate against the nearest wall.]
[ Heat rushes through him as he's pressed to a wall and he shamelessly wraps a leg around Kexing's waist to hold his soulmate in place. Clearly he has no problem with this position! He scoffs at the question and nips at Kexing's lips. ]
[Kexing returns the grin and flushes, glancing down. Zishu has quite a skill! No one has ever made the Ghost Valley Lord blush!]
...I am. Absolutely.
[Once he has his A-Xu where he wants him, he kisses him deeply, thoroughly. His hands caress his soulmate's sides and he rubs their hips together with a soft groan.]
Easily. My A-Xu draws people to him. You're a light in a dying world.
[ He smirks and kisses one of those flushed cheeks...only to playfully pinch the other.
Zishu hums into the delicious kiss, pressing hungrily into it as he rocks back. Fingers bury in Kexing's silky hair as he happily loses himself in their kiss, in how his lover touches him. ]
Don't tease! [He chuckles at the kiss and pouts at the pinch. It's clear that anything Zishu says is taken to heart. Even with his lips swollen from their kisses, he looks at Zishu as if he put the sun in the sky.]
[ That's the idea! His breath catches as lips mark him and he tilts his head out of the way in a blatant plea for more. Chuckling at the promise, he tugs lightly on Kexing's hair. Never enough to actually hurt.
Only to moan at the hand fondling him, and presses his obvious arousal into that strong hand. ]
Prove it.
[ Not that Kexing actually needs to - Zishu already does! ]
[In a blink, he is abandoning that gorgeous neck to kneel in front of Zishu. He greedily sees to his A-Xu's robes and trousers, pushing them out of the way. If his A-Xu needs him, he won't keep him waiting!]
Gladly.
[Soon his mouth is quite occupied, sucking down on Zishu with a happy moan. His hands are hardly idle, too. They sweep over Zishu's legs and squeeze his backside.]
[ He swallows the growl of annoyance at the loss of that mouth - only because he knows something better is to come. His precious love is far too good to him to leave him unsated. Watching Kexing work, he kicks his trousers out of the way once they pool at his feet.
Only for that wicked mouth to return, earning a moan as slick heat swallows him down. A shudder runs through him as those hands squeeze him and he thrusts helplessly into that eager mouth. ]
[He caused the arousal! He is proud of that. Besides Zishu is captivating when he feels good. Kexing wants to give him that. Their lives have had enough pain for a thousand years. They've earned a taste of pleasure.
His mouth moves along his darling's shaft skillfully and he takes Zishu all the way to the back of his throat. The thrusts are rewarded with harder sucks and Kexing purrs. So Zishu likes to be squeezed? He repeats the action, enjoying the muscles under his hands.]
[ Of course he did! Zishu watches his love swallow him so perfectly. He rubs lovingly over Kexing's scalp, scratching just a little with a few little tugs as he rocks in and out of that wicked mouth. The purring earns the occasional groan and happy little gasp.
How could he possibly not give himself completely to this wonderful man? He doesn't even try to resist! Not really. ]
[Resistance has never worked on him anyway. Zishu can dress up however he likes, wear any disguise and Kexing will know him. Even if they were in the pitch black, he would know his A-Xu immediately.
All of the little sounds Zishu makes only encourage him. He moves faster and teases his darling with clever tricks of his tongue. His gaze is hot with desire and he hugs Zishu to him, forcing the other man to let him do all of the work.]
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Date: 2025-06-05 05:19 am (UTC)From:I won't forget. [He states stubbornly.] I will never forget.
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Date: 2025-06-05 05:24 am (UTC)From:My Lao Wen is too strong and stubborn to forget what's important. He is very good to keep beside me until I remember.
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Date: 2025-06-05 05:28 am (UTC)From:I did forget you... So that's why I have to make the most of our time.
Marry me, A-Xu. In this world. We can do it anywhere.
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Date: 2025-06-05 05:35 am (UTC)From:Aren't we already making the most of our time?
[ Then - oh! His heart flutters before a slow, delighted smile spreads across his lips. ]
Ah. I will wear red for you.
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Date: 2025-06-05 05:43 am (UTC)From:At least he hopes he will be pleased?]
No, I've... I wanted to give you some time to...get to know me again. But we've -
It's like we were never apart.
[Their love makes crossing any divide not only possible, but likely.]
You can wear any color you like - besides white - and I will marry you! Do you mean it?
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Date: 2025-06-05 05:48 am (UTC)From:As soon as you told me who you were...how could it be any other way but this?
[ Zishu smiles into those perfect eyes and then leans in to claim a fierce kiss. ]
I do. I don't need or want anyone else.
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Date: 2025-06-05 05:58 am (UTC)From:It shouldn't be any other way. I want to be with you in life and in death.
[No matter what faces one, two will handle it. The kiss sends his worries and fears flying off to another planet! Kexing returns the pressure with a deep groan, hugging Zishu to him.]
I'm so happy with you, A-Xu. That's partly why being here and being separated from you twice makes me crazy.
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Date: 2025-06-05 06:08 am (UTC)From:Yes.
[ Between them, they can face anything. Together. Zishu growls in answer to that groan and presses closer as he claims another kiss. ]
I'm here, Lao Wen. I've got you. Even if we're physically apart, we're together.
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Date: 2025-06-05 06:22 am (UTC)From:Zishu is right.]
Do you think I'm silly?
[He doesn't much care while they kiss, though. His A-Xu is hot and soft against his lips and tongue. Blinking slowly, he turns them and presses his soulmate against the nearest wall.]
You haven't replaced me on these missions, right?
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Date: 2025-06-06 04:36 am (UTC)From:Zishu laughs and grins into his love's eyes. ]
You are. And you are mine.
[ Heat rushes through him as he's pressed to a wall and he shamelessly wraps a leg around Kexing's waist to hold his soulmate in place. Clearly he has no problem with this position! He scoffs at the question and nips at Kexing's lips. ]
How could I replace you?
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Date: 2025-06-06 04:50 am (UTC)From:...I am. Absolutely.
[Once he has his A-Xu where he wants him, he kisses him deeply, thoroughly. His hands caress his soulmate's sides and he rubs their hips together with a soft groan.]
Easily. My A-Xu draws people to him. You're a light in a dying world.
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Date: 2025-06-06 04:58 am (UTC)From:Zishu hums into the delicious kiss, pressing hungrily into it as he rocks back. Fingers bury in Kexing's silky hair as he happily loses himself in their kiss, in how his lover touches him. ]
...No...Lao Wen...That would be you.
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Date: 2025-06-06 05:06 am (UTC)From:Me? Now you're really taunting me. What a bully!
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Date: 2025-06-06 05:09 am (UTC)From:Then maybe you should punish me~
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Date: 2025-06-06 05:12 am (UTC)From:I'll make sure you love me so much that you want to be with me always.
[Some punishment! He cups Zishu through his robes.]
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Date: 2025-06-06 05:18 am (UTC)From:Only to moan at the hand fondling him, and presses his obvious arousal into that strong hand. ]
Prove it.
[ Not that Kexing actually needs to - Zishu already does! ]
CW: Sex.
Date: 2025-06-06 05:25 am (UTC)From:Gladly.
[Soon his mouth is quite occupied, sucking down on Zishu with a happy moan. His hands are hardly idle, too. They sweep over Zishu's legs and squeeze his backside.]
Oh my~
Date: 2025-06-06 05:30 am (UTC)From:Only for that wicked mouth to return, earning a moan as slick heat swallows him down. A shudder runs through him as those hands squeeze him and he thrusts helplessly into that eager mouth. ]
Lao Wen!
>:3
Date: 2025-06-06 05:37 am (UTC)From:His mouth moves along his darling's shaft skillfully and he takes Zishu all the way to the back of his throat. The thrusts are rewarded with harder sucks and Kexing purrs. So Zishu likes to be squeezed? He repeats the action, enjoying the muscles under his hands.]
>D
Date: 2025-06-06 05:41 am (UTC)From:How could he possibly not give himself completely to this wonderful man? He doesn't even try to resist! Not really. ]
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Date: 2025-06-06 05:46 am (UTC)From:All of the little sounds Zishu makes only encourage him. He moves faster and teases his darling with clever tricks of his tongue. His gaze is hot with desire and he hugs Zishu to him, forcing the other man to let him do all of the work.]