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Zhou Zishu

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[ Zishu gazes right back, sinking into the peace and endless acceptance in his Lao Wen's eyes. Then that action, those words, a shiver runs through him and he swallows before slowly reaching out and burying a hand in his soulmate's soft hair. ]

Yes. You are the only one I want. The only one I need.

[He accepts every bit of his A-Xu. Every lie, every sin, every victory, every defeat, every weakness, every strength. All of it. He is shaking as he waits for an answer, praying and hoping that his dearest dream is possible. He leans into the hand in his hair, his gaze never leaving his A-Xu's perfect face.]

...A-Xu! [He launches himself forward and embraces Zishu with a laugh.]

[ How can he do any less for his Lao Wen? He doesn't care about the murders, the torture, any of it that Kexing has heaped on others. Zishu is hardly better!

He laughs as his silly love leaps at him and wraps his arms around him to hold him tight. ]

Lao Wen~

[He will be better now. He will be his best self now. For A-Xu. For himself. The darkness of his past is exactly that - in the past. He doesn't have to simply exist anymore.]

Oh... I'm sorry! Did I hurt you? [Kexing smiles giddily, flushed, but there is concern in his eyes.] I just... You said yes.

To me. We... A-Xu, I'll make you happy, I promise.

[ He chuckles and nudges their noses together, petting over his silly love's soft hair then down over his back. ]

You healed me. I'm strong enough to handle being pounced.

[ Zishu grins at Kexing. ]

Ridiculous. You already do.

[Kexing bends and lifts Zishu, carrying him to his bed. He lays beside him and strokes over his cheek and his neck.]

I love you so much. I don't think I can put it into words. No one will be able to hurt you ever again, A-Xu. I would kill them for even considering it.

[ He settles beside his love and presses close. ]

You don't need to, my Lao Wen. I know. Anyone who tries to hurt you again will be destroyed.

[He brushes his thumb over Zishu's lips.]

I pity anyone who faces you - except for myself. [He grins slowly.] I will spar A-Xu whenever he likes!

[There is a small coo and suddenly the monster is snuggled between them. Is that their butt? Their face? Who knows.]

Hi there.

[ He purses his lips to kiss that thumb! Then smirks and tangles their legs together. ]

I like sparring with Lao Wen.

[ Only to laugh quietly as their little monster wiggles between them. He pets over the cute little wings. ]

He got jealous of being ignored.

No one else is worth the trouble. [Kexing grins and rubs their legs together.] I think we should wait for a better time to get married. But it's going to happen. Just not on a train.

[He is about to kiss Zishu again when the baby monster appears. He laughs and lifts the little one onto his chest.]

Did you? Poor baby.

[ He laughs again. ] Peacock. [ His voice is, however, laced with affection. ] No, not on a train. Once this mess is dealt with though.

[ Grinning, he tickles over the little monster. ]

[Kexing smirks proudly and then, abruptly, softens. Little wings flutter against his hands and he pats the monster's back.]

Works for me. As soon as it's done, I'll make preparations.

[A lopsided leg wiggles. Hey, that does tickle!]

[ He smiles warmly, hands continuing to move over the silly looking monster. ]

I look forward to formally being yours.

[ Because he already considers himself as belonging to and with Wen Kexing. ]

[A silly, but sweet monster that obviously needs help navigating the world! Maybe that's why Kexing likes them so much.]

Mm when you say it like that, I'm ready to say my vows right here!

[He sets the baby monster on Zishu's chest and grins.]

But first... Names?

[ Zishu doesn't mind helping! ]

I considered myself yours from the moment you told me who you were.

[ He settles on his back and cuddles the silly little monster with a grin. ]

You first, Lao Wen.

I think one of his fathers should gracefully offer part of his name.

[Kexing's eyes sparkle mischievously and the little chaos monster chooses that moment to flop on his side, wiggling his feet.]

Zi. To balance out his other...less...graceful traits.

[Then he smiles warmly, genuinely.]

I was yours the moment my parents handed me over to you, A-Xu.

[ He chuckles quietly and tickles over those feet. ]

Are you calling our child ugly, Lao Wen? Zi might get upset with you!

[ But his smile is soft when he gazes back at Kexing. ]

I belonged to you then, too. I just didn't know you still lived.

[They are cute little feet! Each toe is perfect even if the feet they are attached to point in different directions.]

Not at all~ I would call Zi...chaotic. Clumsy too.

[But said clumsiness is cute! Kexing tickles the monster's belly, making his wings flutter.]

I had to be clever to see A-Xu again.

He is at that!

[ The laugh bubbles out and he grins at his love and their odd little monster baby. ]

My Lao Wen is very clever.

Little Zi needs us, that's all.

[Kexing likes being needed. He remembers a certain fussy baby girl he had cared for in the past.]

The ghosts were stupid, A-Xu. Violent, terrifying and stupid. I learned how to play their game.

Ah. He does. As I need my Lao Wen.

[ Not just for the physical pleasures they enjoy. But all of Kexing. ]

[His smile widens and he cups Zishu's cheek against his palm.]

I live for you! You are my first priority.

[ He rubs his cheek against that hand, gaze warm and at peace as he looks at his Lao Wen. ]

I know. You have worked too hard for me to doubt you.

Anything you want to know, I'll tell you. [Kexing speaks softly, firmly.] If you want an oath from me, I'll give you that too.

[ He clicks his tongue and lightly tugs on a lock of Kexing's soft hair before smoothing it down tenderly. ]

I don't need an oath. We have no need for lies between us.